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VirtuallyCJ
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I have ADD and I recently realized that I have what seem to be (though diagnosed) symptoms of dyslexia. I was curious to see of there are others like me out there, and how you are handling it - also wondering what kind of coping methods you use. Maybe this thread could be a support thread as well.

Goldencat
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My Dx is disabilities for lung disease and spinal problems, PTSD. Have had several friends who are gifted in creative areas but have psych Dxes : schizophrenia, ADD, ADHD, Bipolar, psychotic and bipoolar, OCD and autistic spectrum disorder...

I firmly believe as a counseling student, that ALL disabilities are worsened by using them as "entitlement" to do poorly or act badly/irresponsibly. They are improved by doing your best within "reasonable limits" as defined by yourself and therapist or doctor, and not accepting the sidelines of life as your final destination. A support network helps, but we don't all have one. Sometimes we are the only ones who know what we are going through (and God) because healthy people can't relate. This can be VERY frustrating.

What about capitalizing on this and using "what we know" in our fiction? Regular writers cannot convey what our lives are like, try as they may. Our oddball characters will live where theirs die early.

Now, as for mental fog, I use a natural brain enhancing supplement with piracetam in it, derived from periwinkle. No, it isn't cheap, but helps where drugs made me worse. I'm biased towards naturopathic medicine - email me if u want to chat about that. I use a product from these reputable people http://www.cerebralhealth.com/brainhealthsupplements.php

The idea of nootropics (brain enhancers) could be useful in a story too - they give good info you can use to start your own investigation.

You want to check for interactions with pharmaceuticals though - but a naturopathic doctor (ND) is likely to say different things than a western-trained MD.

I have also read studies on supplements and mental health, especiallly the importance of EFAs and B-complex.

syncretic
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My doctor decided to forgo the six+ hour testing regimen that I would have had to under go in order to officially diagnose ADD. I do (rather: did) have severe concentration and focus issues. I've been on a generic form of Welbutrin (spelling? Meh) for a couple months now and it works for me.

Talk to a doctor! But make sure you find a good one, who will listen to you. Many will prescribe things that you don't need, and/or order expensive and time consuming tests you don't need, without actually getting to the root of the problem. Welbutrin is good for me because it covers so many things I cope with (diagnosed bi-polar, concentration/focus issues, smoking, etc) but it might not work for you.

Non-medicated advice: For any sort of concentration/focus issues I've found that working with white noise (a fan or similar) is good. So is being able to use the full screen setting on your monitor where you don't have any open browser tabs/icons/kitchen sink tabs or buttons to distract you. Turn the TV off and don't listen to music with audible lyrics (for me even instrumentals are extremely distracting). Make sure the kids and significant others are out of the room and know to leave you alone and keep the noise level down!

Also put the books away unless you absolutely need to look something up! If you can, avoid Google.

Do not, under any circumstances, let yourself log into games, facebook, chatrooms, AIM, etc etc. It's easy to get very distracted by well meaning online friends!

shahw1
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Hello - I just fit in the group as a whole (39 yrs) and was interested to find this thread. I have Bipolar Disorder, chronic anemia and just found out i have Hashimoto's Thyroiditis. Seems it should have been picked up yrs ago? I'm worried about it affecting my Wrimo experience as I'm literally exhausted all the time. My head is foggy/confused/unfocused at times too. But I'm gonna give it my very best. I'm mainly hoping this experience shakes up my debilitating need to over edit as I go. If it can do that, I'm a happy gal. I've started treatment for H.T so I should feel better in a few weeks.

Good luck with the Docs. And I totally get the white noise/fan thing. I enjoy classical music to write to too, esp the more dramatic ones if that fits the scene. I can't do lyrical music while writing either - I start singing in my head and it goes horribly wrong ;D

Shah .x

syncretic
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:D I can't do music at all. Even classical/instrumental because I will just stop writing and "play the movie" in my head (literally, I will play the entire scene in my mind, eyes closed, from start to finish with a soundtrack - I am *easily* swept into that mindset). It's *great* for pre-planning (so are showers, I've found) but totally sucks for getting me to write.

*Hugs* The only one I have personal experience with is bi-polar and that's bad enough. I can't imagine having everything else on top of it!

soggymuse
75176 words so far Winner!

Hahhhh, I'm like that with OSTs. I hear a track from Pirates of the Caribbean, and I'm right back there in the movie. Makes it a great pastime when I can't actually watch TV because my eyes are too sore/unfocused (and listening to music is less exhaustive of an activity than watching TV) but difficult when you're trying to do something else at the same time. xD

Goldencat
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As a female, I have had good results with mood and energy and restoring normal sleep patterns by using a transdermal progesterone cream, available from health food stores. Holistic MDs recommend naturally derived plant based creams, such as from soy and wild yam. They do not prescribe the synthetics, or the ones from pregnant mare urine (a cruel practice itself) that have side effects. Dose is about a 1/4 inch ribbon of the cream massaged into the soft skin of your inner arm, belly, etc, dailly.

Hormone imbalance is almost epidemic in western society. In fact, Dr. Oz had something about it not too long ago.

It would not hurt to try. Meanwhile, a good nutritional supplement that is easily digested like All-One, would help support you as you treat the other conditions. Brain fog and fatigue often go with poor nutrition. Also a western epidemic.

VirtuallyCJ
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I've never tried classical music, but I know that I can't do any music with a strong beat to it or anything with words. My ADD is diagnosed, but I don't take anything for it. I also have severe depression that is controlled by medication - meh, but controlled I say it takes the edge off, I also have a heart condition, so between the two I already take four meds a day and I don't want to add any more. I don't know, I've seen psychiatrists for years I wonder about my diagnosis, but I don't have the symptoms for bi-polar, but at the same time we have tried every drug, every drug combination known to man over the past 15 years. I'm sick and tired of crying when I watch wheel of fortune, yet other's make me feel comatose.

I've been writing a lot more in the past few months and I have always been kind of lazy when it came to proof reading, but after getting some rude comments about it (I post on fanfiction sites) I got more picky about it, and I started noticing things, like I frequently leave the n't off words, my word sequences are out of order - even in simple sentences and I will type in the wrong words when I mean something else. I always thought it was my fingers getting ahead of my mind until I was talking to someone over the weekend who has dyslexia and they said that these are some of the symptoms. They aren't very disruptive in my day to day life, but they are in my writing - so not sure if I will seek diagnosis for it or not. It's pretty mild if I do have it.

soggymuse
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I suffer from severe Myalgic Encephalopathy and Fibromyalgia, so I'm with Shah on the worries over exhaustion, as well as the issues with focus/concentration. I guess the trick with fatigue is to just make sure you're well-rested before and after writing sessions. Whether or not I take my own advice is another matter entirely... (:

I couldn't have even dreamed of participating without a good piece of software to help me get organised, though. I use Liquid Story Binder XE, and it's made it so much easier to keep track. There's a bunch of other software types available too (I've tested Scrivener, yWriter and PangurPad, too, but LSBXE just clicked for me) that you could try out? They help keep your notes structured so you don't have post-its scattered everywhere or Open Office/Word/Wordpad/Notepad files littering your folders or one giant document to wade through. (Plus, LSBXE lets you use images, which are a big visual key for me to both keep me focused and inspired.)

Mini breaks help me, too. I know nanoers are a big proponent of not flicking away from your writing screen, but I tend to find that doing something else for a few minutes (say, every 15-20 minutes you take a 2-5 minute break) stops my brain from wandering too much. Maybe get up from the computer, wander around the room for a bit (if you can, I mean. I can't, but I let my eyes wander instead and it can even provide some inspiration sometimes). How long you break for, and how often, is up to you to figure out. :)

cassmetz
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i have FM too so encouraging to see others with it who are attempting this. thank you for sharing your tips. I've not started yet and was about to but not feeling well. I'm still going to try though.

thx

soggymuse
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No problem. I hope you feel a bit better so you can participate!

I decided this year that I'd just sod the ME/Fibro and try anyway. I figured, even if I don't finish or even get started, at least I'd tried and not let ME win for once. :)

I'm actually doing much better than I expected so far, but we're only three days in. I don't expect to be able to keep up this pace, but at least I have a bit of a buffer now for if I do need a few days off. :)

onnawufei
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I have fibromyalgia and depression. I've also always been pretty sure I have ADD, but I've never been diagnosed and now I know both my fibro and my medication make me kind of braindead so I don't know what's me and what's a side effect. I have a painfully short attention span and bad memory. Last year was the first year I'd done NaNo since starting my current medication and I lost, so I'm determined to do better this year. I purposely picked something that would be easier for me to write about.

cassmetz
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at least you did it and tried. I have FM too which of course is depressing - depresses all functions as well as mood. this year is my first and I'm excited to try and feel encouraged that others with FM have tried before me. thx for sharing. and good luck this year.
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Selahrose
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Hello all! I have rsd and a herniated disc in my lower back. With the rsd there are days ( when the weather gets really bad) that I will forget how to write sometimes my own name. So between fatigue, pain (due to light, sound etc..), weather and memory loss, I am hoping to beat the clock of winter so that I can finish this challenge. :D

VirtuallyCJ
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I have issues with tendonitis and carpal tunel, that is bad enough, can't imagine how hard it must be for you guys with more severe physical limitations that make it harder to sit for long periods of time. I've found showers help me too, also writing late at night when it seems the world is calmer and quiet.

AKimlin
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I have fibromyalgia - I write sat on a recliner very comfy. Also I sometimes take ephedra because it helps with the brainfog.

cassmetz
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me too. thx for the tips. I still have to find my way as I've not tried this before. Was just about to start my 2000 words for today but really feel i need to sleep. hmmm. good luck this year. c

Anysia
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I have chronic muscle pain, which does not play nice with being sat at the computer for hours on end ... but I do it anyway because doing nothing drives me stark raving mad. I'm starting on a new painkiller this month and trigger point injections so I'm hoping that doesn't throw my word count for a loop. (My first pill resulted in 3 hours of vomiting and a 10-hour headache so I'm not anticipating staying on it very long :P).

I have MacBreakZ installed on my computer, which tells me to get off the computer every once in a while and runs me through some stretches so that helps (although too often I turn the software off because it doesn't like when you type really fast). The real challenge will be doing my physio religiously despite wanting to catch up on my word count every day. :)

Good luck to you all.

burninglady
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That software sounds amazing! I have a Primary Immune Deficiency. Basically, I was born without my entire immune system. I battled through it for years until I finally had to stop working two years ago. Nano is a challenge. In 2009, I caught severe bronchitis two weeks in, and this year I just got over walking pneumonia. However, it seems that all is well now so I'm hoping for the best.

Resting often is important - I get so jealous when I see these posts about pulling all-nighters and such. Not possible for me! ANYWAY - back to the software. It sounds like a good thing to do in general, even though you use it because of your pain.

Unfortunately I don't have a Mac. Does anyone know of a Windows equivalent?
Also, thank you to whomever started this forum. Do you mind if I become writing buddies with a few of you? It would be nice to talk with people with similar difficulties.

Good luck everyone. I hope this month finds you well, as well as you can be.
Regards,
burninglady

cassmetz
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Oops sorry burning lady. that prior note i meant to write to the writer above. brain fog, i guess.

I too am a bit envious of those all nighters.

good luck to you and I too am grateful to whomever started this forum.

Anysia
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I was using a different software before that did something similar but wasn't as adjustable and didn't have the stretching instructions built-in. I think if you do a search for 'break software' or 'RSI software' you should get some results and can probably even find something free (though MacBreakZ is definitely worth the money if for those of you that have a Mac). I don't use my Windows computer much so I haven't bothered to install anything on it.

I'm still wrapping my mind around not working. So much of our self-worth is wrapped up in what we 'do'. *sigh*

heavy hedonist
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burninglady wrote:
That software sounds amazing! I have a Primary Immune Deficiency. Basically, I was born without my entire immune system. I battled through it for years until I finally had to stop working two years ago. Nano is a challenge. In 2009, I caught severe bronchitis two weeks in, and this year I just got over walking pneumonia. However, it seems that all is well now so I'm hoping for the best.


I feel ya! I've got dermatomyositis, an autoimmune disease (they think) that messes with skin and muscles, and the treatsments depress the AI system; so any little cold I get can become the infection that takes my muscles away again... I was sick for two months in the summer, and it killed my songwriting challenge (the 50/90).

Rest when you have to, write when you can. Whatever we get, we get. it's still something to build on.

soggymuse
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I'd love to be your writing buddy. :)

For Windows-cooperative software, try googling carpal timer or RSI timer. I think there's a bunch of different ones out there and I haven't really tried any so I guess it's worth trying some to see if they help. My friend has RSI and uses software like this; she swears by it.

Good luck! :)

cassmetz
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I've never heard of MacbreakZ. thanks for the tip. I am going to go look for it now. good luck to you too.

cassmetz
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I started the 14 day trial with MacBreakZ and I find it is wonderful! Thank you so much for the tip. Really made my day of writing easier....I can't thank you enough for mentioned here.
Cheers, and good luck with your writing
Cassandra

Anysia
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Glad you find it useful. It's the best break software I've found so far, particularly since it shows you the stretches (most of them my physio had recommended before I started the software anyway). I like not having to think about it!

neddiheht
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I have bipolar disorder and chronic migraines. *sigh* and I'm overcommitted for the month, so we'll see how this goes. Nano goes fairly well when I'm in a hypomanic phase, but I've been stuck in a sustained depressive for 8 months, so I'm not sure how this is going to go.

avantgardea
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I have a conversion disorder which manifests as stress-related seizures. This is my first NaNo, and part of the reason I've held out for so long (I've known about it for about 10 years now) is, well, I just don't handle stress well and I've never tried an extended piece of writing. My longest piece is about 5K, and that was after about 2 years' worth of work.

I'm already getting antsy, because I'm starting a little behind the ball as my proposed writing time block is taken up with classes tomorrow (luckily it's only once a week).

Anysia
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I've being doing NaNo since 2005 and I haven't "won" every year. But every year, I had more writing done at the end of the month than I would have had if I hadn't decided to do NaNo. I'm a horrendous procrastinator (or maybe that's 'spectacular procrastinator' depending on your point of view) so any words are good words. :)

Don't worry too much about the numbers.

Faecanuck
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I've got a stress related seizure disorder, too. However, I find the actual writing relaxing. I don't worry about the count, and tried not to get too wound up prior to the kick off. Just do the best you can and don't sweat it!

Reingard
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Hi, I'm 36 and I have bipolar disorder.

I've been diagnosed in 2006, after a month I found out about Nanowrimo, went on board while taking my first meds ever and... I won!
I think Nanowrimo helped me deal with a lot of stuff then.

Now I'm trying to write about my experience about being a child with an undiagnosed mental illness, my life as an adult who tries to balance family, a baby, work and creativity dealing with bipolar disorder.
And my plot is already a real mess in just 1403 words!

Maybe it is too hard for me now...

LadyAislin
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Bipolar here also, systemic lupus, diabetes diagnosed this year, long-term childhood cancer survivor, plus a few less critical things like asthma and spinal curvatures and such. This is turning out to be my most successful NaNo ever, as I'm over 5000 words and just starting my day three work, probably in large part due to meds changes about six months ago which have proven extremely helpful. I'm a big fan of Saphris, though I know everyone's different, esp when that comes to everyone with bipolar! I've been on a slew of other meds, but none have given me the freedom to write the way the Saphris has, so yay. :)

Good luck to everyone trying NaNo with any kind of disbility/ies. :) We're stronger than most, so I think we're perfect candidates to do this! :)

Cheers,
LadyAislin

spooks101
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I'm dyslexic but have been living with it for a long time now. coping wise, i cheat. Spell and Grammar checker on Microsoft Word. and apart from that, practice practice practice. i can touch type to the extreme but have got into the habit of going over my sentences time and time again to check for spelling mistakes (and believe me, i know their will be ones in this that i'll miss). Plus regards proof reading i have no choice but to get someone else to run their eye over my work.

shattered_dreamscapes
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I have Bipolar and PTSD as well as lupus and fibromyalgia and chronic lower back and hip pain from degenrative bone disease. Usually I can manage the pain well enough to do writing, but this year my GI has been in total revolt and I haven't been able to stay sitting up much. I don't want to just pass on NaNo, but I don't know how much I'm going to be capable of doing. which really sux because book three is just screaming to be written.

soggymuse
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I don't know if this would work for you because I've never been able to dictate myself, but have you tried either software like Dragon NaturallySpeaking or a voice recorder? (I have the latter on my HTC Desire, which has helped when I've had to make notes during planning when my hands were bad, or when I was too tired to sit up. I also tried Dragon when I was at uni, and it did make things easier for writing non-fiction. Back then -- we're talking like 8 years -- it was really quirky and didn't like my accent so I had to speak really slowly, but software like that's supposed to have improved dramatically these days.)

I just figure, with something like that, you wouldn't need to sit up. Obviously Dragon would be better than a straight-up voice recorder since it transcribes for you into a Word/ document, but even a recorder could help if you had someone to transcribe it for you.

You might be able to get a trial for Dragon or a similar program. It'd be cool if it lasts 30 days and left you with a written doc to work with. xD

shattered_dreamscapes
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well, unfortunately the Dragon Naturally Speaking is out of my price range and doesn't have a trial. :( but it got me looking up other stuff on voice recognition software and I might have the option for Office 2010. but I need a microphone. that I think I can handle. So I have to say thanks because it never would have occurred to me. I'll have to keep you updated on if it works.

soggymuse
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Ah! Sorry, I forgot how expensive it is. I was lucky to get mine through the university, so I didn't have to worry about the cost, but the computer it was on died a long time ago.

I think you can get mics pretty cheap, though? Anyway, I'm glad I could help, even if it was in a roundabout fashion. :)

Anysia
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Not sure what your price range it, but I've found a lot of my pricey software for cheap at SoftwareKing online (though I shop at the Canadian version). Especially if they have a download available (they don't always). Some of the newer operating systems have rudimentary voice recognition built in but I'm not sure if it extends to actually taking dictation.

I had the same experience as soggymuse with Dragon (though, admittedly, the software is less picky about Canadian accents than UK ones since I think the manufacturer is American). Once thing to remember about voice recognition software is that when you train it you have to be in a quiet environment (which is why it never worked for me at work) or else it will drive you nuts with errors.

Writer2006
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Hello everyone. I have ADHD and clinical depression. There are days I don't even want to be alive. I know that sounds bad. But it's the way things are. I am in therapy and taking medication. And yes, for the most part it works. But I struggle on a daily basis. And writing sometimes proves almost impossible. The later it gets, the more creative I am. Nice to meet you all.

WhitNate
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Bipolar disorder, generalised anxiety disorder, non-24 sleep-wake syndrome. A nasty combination that's left me basically unemployable the past three years. The plus side is that I have more time I can commit to NaNoWriMo than I would have otherwise.

Linda cat
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Nice to see some fellow fibromyalgia sufferers. I also have chronic fatigue syndrome and a host of other problems, but I refuse to let them dictate my life. They've already taken away my ability to work I will not allow them to take away my smile and love of writing. I myself like to write in the morning and then take a nice long nap in the afternoon.

soggymuse
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Linda cat wrote:
Nice to see some fellow fibromyalgia sufferers.


You know it's funny, right? As hard as it is to get people to recognise FM and ME, there are so many of us, even in just this one community!

cassmetz
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Thanks for posting. I came to this forum for some companionship. I have both too. Also can't work. I am feeling very discouraged this morning. I'm behind in where I should be on my word count and my pain is bad and I just want to sleep and I don't see how I am ever going to be able to do this. "You get what you get" is a good reminder, and that whatever i get was more than I would normally get. Was hoping to go to a write in this afternoon for some actual companionship but just can't. This here is pretty good though.

I will hope for a better day another day

VirtuallyCJ
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F-ing forum! I typed out this long response and it didn't send, instead I got page not found. Anyway, I messed up my knee today in my attempt to get out of the house and attend a write in - now I am on crutches and a knee brace for the next six weeks. Wonder why I am depressed? I can't walk across a friggen sidewalk without injuring myself. LOL

Reingard
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I'm so sorry for your knee! What an accident! But, really, it could happen to anyone.
I hope you'll be able to write anyway.

soggymuse
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*hugs* Sorry about your knee. :( Does this mean you have more time with your computer, though? If so, that can only be a silver lining to me! ;)

This is why I got into the habit of copying my text before submitting it to forums, just in case. Also, if you don't already, I'd recommend Firefox. It usually saves your stuff even if the page dies on you during submitting. I roleplay, and it's been a godsend!

chibisarel
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I don't have any actual diagnoses as of yet, but am going through investigation/testing for mainly Aspergers and AD(H)D, and most likely I'll get some kind of diagnose, possibly both of those. On that list of questions (for ADHD) where they say "if you answer yes to more than three of these, check it up", I answer yes to 9 out of 10, and the tenth one is a "well, sometimes", and Aspergers seems to run in my family ^^; I also have problems with falling asleep, which usually leads to me turning my sleeping habits around all the time. Currently I'm up till five or seven in the morning (it's half four now XD), and then sleep till sometime between noon and three pm.

I kind of like NaNo, since it gives me something to focus on for a month. Of course, once November is over, the semi-finished novel just sits around on my computer until I pick it up in October again, dust it off, realize it doesn't work and decide to re-write it ^^; I don't know how many novel projects I have lying about on my hard drive waiting for me to pick them up again. Kind of tragic, really. Some have been there since my early teens ^^;

Side-tracking is also way too common. I'm mainly writing fantasy, and then I start wondering about how far it is from this place to that, which ends up with me drawing up a map of the entire country, including various fiefs and domains, and then I draw up the various noble families and write down important persons within each family and any notable traits, and.... and then November draws to an end and I sit the last couple of days writing frenetically, trying to get everything done at once XD

Aaaand I should probably stop this rambling post and just press the submit button :p

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