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theycallmeAlice
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Hiya! We had this last year, and then it kind of . . . died. Like, *POOF!* So yeah. Figured I'd bring it back on the shiny new forums!!

Hi, I'm Leah. Bipolar, OCD, PTSD, and Trich.

What brand of crazy are you?

We're (The ones here last year) are pretty awesome, if I do say so myself. And I do. (And so do I.)

SO. Yeah. And. Yeah.

Squaggle
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I have PTSD, too! And the very pleasant depression and general anxiety that goes along with it. This is the first time I've met another teen with it :)

The flashbacks are a lot better now that I'm on medicine for it... Now I just have to deal with the bouts of depression and triggering.

Other than that, though, I don't have any major "problems". Unless you count sensory issues/overload.

Wonder
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Hmm, 'flashbacks'? Do you mind explaining your experiences/symptoms of that to me a bit? Because I've long dealt with what I personally define as 'flashbacks', which I know is some kind of mental problem/illness, but I'm not entirely sure what it is, which is why I've been looking around for help on identifying it. Sorry, I hope I'm not being too invasive -- thanks so much!

theycallmeAlice
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My flashbacks are like . . . well. I'll be doing something, and someone will say something, do something (or maybe neither.), and I'll begin to see that even flow over my vision. Sometimes, I'm still aware that it's not actually happening, but other times . . . I'll see, feel, hear, smell . . . everything that was happening at that time. Sometimes I go catatonic. Sometimes I don't. And god forbid anyone tries to touch me . . .

Telsanasee
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yeah, sometimes I hear something or see something and triggers a memory that isn't even mine. It's a characters.... no, not even. It's thing that never happened, things I've forgotten but pop into my mind sometimes for no reason at all.

dragongirl
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and here I was thinking I was a bit wierd. Undiagnosed mild autism, diagnosed mild dyslexia, and im really wierd pyschologicaly - i like bottle stuff up, dont talk about, act a different person for different people, not really quite sure how im supposed to act sometimes, or just shut up because i dont know what im supposed to be like...
oh yeah, ive got a higher chance of getting ms too.
my teacher is now getting me to see a councellor (?).

BellaStrange13
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Hey guys. Beth here. Bipolar, ADHD, self harmer for 5+ years and I've got wicked social anxiety.
Fellow, bipolars, which do you prefer? Manic-depression or bipolar? Personally, I like manic-depression cause it conveys the the chaos of the disorder. Plus bipolar seems to be used to much today, and how often do you hear someone describe the weather as 'manic-depressive'?
But that's just me.

TunnelOfBlackLight
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This is a great idea xP. Anorexic (recovering...) and the depression and general anxiety that go along with it, woot.... D you mind me asking what Trich is?

lupus amans
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I'm dyslexic, and a little ADHD. I can't spell to save my life. That is why every day, I thank the lord for spell check. - Lupus Amans

lupus amans
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Is no one else here dyslexic? am I completely alone in this? that makes me a sad panda. :( - Lupus Amans

The Dork

I have Synesthesia and OLP.

Telsanasee
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i feel bipolar but I really don't know. It's just upsetting that I don't know how I feel sometimes

Peeled_Banana
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I just have mild Asperger's. xD I made my own thread about that.

MutantCanuck
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Ditto, but who cares? Insanity makes everything more interesting. :3

PheonixSong
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I have Aspurgers too. I've got it mild, but I'm getting to see a specialist. (Honestly, I don't need them. If they think I'm going to tell them my deepest secrets like the last one, THEIR the crazy one.

silent.mountain
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Mild Aspie also. Seeing specialist also. The school psychologist who I see makes me angry every time she opens up her mouth. She simply doesn't get it. I also have to go to an "adolescent treatment center," and the name itself makes my blood curdle. Sometimes it's nice to have someone to talk to, but on the other hand I feel like I can't open up to either of them because they'll report it to my mum, who'll report it to my dad, and so the whole confidentiality thing is a scam.
No it's not. I'm just on a rant now. My mum's an SLP and my god-mum's a school psych, so I know a heck of a lot - too much - abut confidentiality, but it certainly doesn't feel confidential. *Rant over.*

lupus amans
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Agreed. making sense is overrated.- Lupus Amans

yaniguchi
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This is definitely a cool thread! Hello, peeps~

I have OCD and Trich. For the longest time, I thought my trich was just a really bad nervous habit, and that I was the only one with it, haha. It actually wasn't until high school that I discovered what it was!

aftersh0cks
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Hi! I'm Jess. I have ADHD and Aperger's, as well as self-diagnosed social anxity.

Graverobber
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SEE, LEAH? SEE? I told you we weren't the only crazies 'round these parts, but do you listen? Nah. BBT knows all.

Yeah, so... Theycallmealice knows me. For those of you who aren't BBT, I am Sami: Manic Depressive (not sure which type, most likely I), PTSD, severe-ish separation anxiety, gaping abandonment issues, and recovering self harmer!

Also, Synesthesia. But that doesn't make me crazy. Just awesome.

Hai folks!

NerdlyLindsey
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On the last ACT, one of the reading passages was on Synesthesia and I think it's the coolest thing. It blows my mind how interesting it is. Sometimes I just randomly google synesthesia and just read about it.

(Sorry, if I'm way too forward about things, I'm not go in social situations, even if it's via internets!)

CameronDaye
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Synesthesia? Is it too obtrusive if I ask what kind? I find it a fascinating thing.

Graverobber
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Oh, not at all! I have Sound/Colour. Mostly Music/Colour, but if I'm at the right level of either relaxation or manic, any sound can trigger it. For example, the lids of aluminum trash cans clapping back onto the base is neon yellow, if there's no bag in it. It's mustard yellow if there is a bag. =)

theycallmeAlice
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Synesthesia makes the world a prettier place. Most of the time. Sometimes my colors are hideous, and the tastes are worse. *cringes*

NerdlyLindsey
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I hate to be a little creepy again but, when you hear a sound does your whole field of vision turn the colour or just the object that makes the sound?

I just think synesthesia is really interesting.

Graverobber
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Neither. It just makes everything glow whatever colour(s) very vividly. It's more intense in parts, like splashes of colour that get more transparent as they branch out from the center of the splash. If that makes sense. Which it probably doesn't.

LaurenHasCombusted
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I have like...7 types of synesthesia hahah, it's cool knowing I'm not the only awesome one on here :P

Ramzuiv
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I am so jealous of your synesthesia... how do you get it?

Telsanasee
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we're all crazy, we're writers! We have to be strange in one way or another

.the.blue.dinosaur.
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Why, hello, all. :)

I've got mild PTSD and anxiety that goes along with that. I'm not on any medication for it (yet) but I'm seeing a psychologist to "figure out what's wrong".

To be honest, the anxiety's worse by a mile, but I do still have flashbacks on occasion. It was worse when I was younger, it's gotten better.

NerdlyLindsey
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I used to have PMDD which is like super bad, overly hormonal periods which were so bad that I started taking antidepressants. But, I kind of weened myself off of them because everyone was freaking me out that I was going to get addicted to them.

I also have an undiagnosed social anxiety but I just deal with it myself because 'everyone is socially awkward these days'. But the worst part of it is that I defiantly have a telephone anxiety/telephobia, its so bad that I won't even call my grandparents for their birthdays because I get was to nervous!

I don't know if this counts but I like 95% sure that I have dyslexia or some sort of reading disability. But, nobody takes me Siriusly enough to get me checked out and because I'm in all honors and AP classes and I like to read. So excuse my spelling and grammar!

So... yeah...

NerdlyLindsey
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I also have a thing called visual snow which is like I see the snow or the static on the tv all the time, on everything.
I've always had it but, I never knew how to explain it to the doctors so I've only been recently diagnosed with it like last month.
So that's just quirky thing that I have that doesn't effect me at all and there is no cure for it and I just have to deal with it!

Artificial Asian
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Hey guys :)

I've got Avoidant Personality Disorder. Which basically means I'm just about the most shy person you'll ever meet. Took me a long time to get up the nerve to post on these forums at all, actually... x) And of course, because of the AvPD, I don't want to tell anyone I've got AvPD in order to get help with it, so... that's kind of a self-fulfilling prophecy sort of thing... >_>

CameronDaye
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My psych thinks I might have AvPD, but I can't be diagnosed with it for another three years, because of the whole age thing :/

Artificial Asian
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I'm not diagnosed either, actually... I've never seen a psychiatrist or anything, but I have basically every single symptom that's listed anywhere... How old do you have to be to be diagnosed, then? >_> It's good to know I'm not the only one, anyway :) I've never met anyone who might even possibly have it... :) Good to know we're not alone.

CameronDaye
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For all personality disorders, you have to be at least 18 to be diagnosed. Something about how when you're young, your personality is still forming. Or something. Most people who get diagnosed with avoidant personality disorder when they're adults are diagnosed with social anxiety disorder when they're teens or children.

(Also, is it just me, or is it really ironic that the acronym for social anxiety is SAD?)

Artificial Asian
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Ah... shows you how much I know about this kind of thing, I guess. That makes sense that you'd have to be an adult, I suppose, but... meh, I dunno XP

And yeah, that acronym does seem a bit insult to injury-ish... >_>

sofzapmadd
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It's the same with Seasonal Affective Disorder, it makes SAD, I thought it was slightly funny

Artaxiad Prescott
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Major depression :V In the especially annoying form that I was very, very creative and productive before meds -- and also wanted to die. Dammit.

CameronDaye
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The same thing happened to me. What're you on? I found that zoloft and other traditional SSRIs did that and actually made me worse, but then I tried effexor, an SNRI and felt much better. So, maybe talk to your doctor about trying something different?

Artaxiad Prescott
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Lexapro. I function much better all around, but I kind of miss being able to pound out 10k in five hours. I've been meaning to talk to my doctor about it for a while -- I think I'll get on it next time I see him.

xoxwhoaxox
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Hey, so I'm Danielle. I have General Anxiety Disorder, along with the ADD and fluctuating OCD that goes along with it.

Because of all three of those things, I tend to be really disorganised, and very hyperactive. The OCD part isn't necessarily that bad; I don't have any noticeable rituals or anything that is super obvious. Just the odd feeling of everything needing to be symmetrical, though it used to go on for an hour or two at a time every six or so months when I was little... it's kind've been on non-stop since the end of August. I've been fighting it, holding on tightly to the bottom of my coffee cup when I go into a store and feel the need to grab at everything in sight with both hands, or digging my finger nails into my palms.

I only managed to see my psychiatrist last week to tell him about the heightened OCD symptoms, and I had to have my medication dose upped because of it. I'm on Fluoxetine (aka Prozac), which isn't necessarily all that bad. I don't feel any different when I'm on it, so I'm not actually sure it's working. But my mom says that I seem different when I'm on it, so maybe it is.

But, yeah. That's some of my cross to bear. I have a few other physical things going on, too. But that's pretty much all I've got going on up, mental wise.

Alix T.
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You remind me of me- or maybe I remind me of you. Ah, well. I don't have any diagnosed mental disorder, but it wouldn't really suprise me if someone gave a name to my craziness.

Alix T.
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Oh, by the way, I'm Alix

Lectin Gaezat
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@Graverobber: Synesthesia? Me too! -fives-

Erm... Lec. Recovering from depression, bulimia (and anorexia... I shift) and anxiety disorders. I think I suffer from dissociative amnesia, but I've never bothered to go and ask my psych about it. And I'm probably permanently stuck with self-harming, but that's fine by me. I just try to minimize the damage.

Stasi
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I have Synesthesia too! But you already knew that, Lec. Actually, I was tweeting with a bunch of other, published writers who had it/ thought it was really cool.

OceanEyes

I'm Erin. I haven't quite been "diagnosed" with chronic depression, but I know it's there. In middle school I contemplated suicide a few times and depend on my relationships with other people way too much for my own good. If there isn't someone I can rely on 100% of the time, I won't be happy. I can't be happy all on my own.
ANYWAY.
I'm glad I'm not the only one dealing with things like this. It helps a lot knowing the issues everyone has.
If anyone wants to be my buddy, I'd love you forever :)

3hjessica
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I'm Jess, and you just put my life into words i haven't been able to come up with. Thank you ._.

bezthegeek
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Okay, same thing for me O.o and same name! Small word, I guess XD

bezthegeek
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*world >.<

Doris_Delorea
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Lani. College student. Obsessive compulsive. I'm a total germaphobe and a compulsive hand washer. I suspect there is something going on besides the OCD, too, but that's the main thing.

Oh. And the OCD makes me want to study constantly.

Which should make Nano interesting.

Mother Lucifer

I'm Sebastian, and I'm almost seventeen. I have Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, and had a thousand different disorders suggested to me (read: flung at me) for ages, until someone apparently decided that I also have Anti-Social Personality Disorder. No, I am not a serial killer (or I wasn't the last time I checked, at least); yes, I may ask you to repeat something you've said, stand in a certain spot or recount something for me (numbers and I aren't friends at all: reaching 50000 words is going to be so very interesting). My body and I aren't friends either, actually, for that matter. Tea is my medication of choice, and also, we should be friends. :) Nice to meet you, my fellow Insanity Wrimos!

Graverobber
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'Cause I wanna be of alcohol, or any drug at all, completely free, so I self medicate with tea...

Sorry. Reflexatory Emilie Autumn reference.

Tea is godly. Preferred type/brand/blend/way to take tea? Mine is Lady Grey/Twinnings/Double Bergamot/Vanilla almond milk. Or Rooibos Chai with some very, very strong espresso, vanilla almond milk, and a few spoonfuls of sugar. But, I'm quite blasphemous in many ways.

Mother Lucifer

Reflexatory Emilie Autumn references are the best sort of references there are; fact.

Gosh, your tea combinations sound utterly gorgeous. My concoction of particular preference is "Peking Gray": Earl Gray tea leaves combined with citrus rind and various flower petals. Chai with copious levels of vanilla essence, cloves and sugar is also rather fabulous - like liquid Christmas Morning (and, really, best saved for once a year). And, of course, one can't really go wrong with English Breakfast, particularly when one's soul requires some nurturing of the frank, immediate variety. Tea is love.

Graverobber
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I must track down a blend of Peking Gray. It sounds delectable. Shame there are only a handful of places where I live that actually sell herbs that are safe and not entirely disgusting to create tea with. It doesn't seem like anywhere around here is capable of dehydrating herbs and leaves to save their lives. If I didn't live in an apartment, I'd make a garden, however my landlord won't allow it.

I prefer Darjeeling to English Breakfast, though they're extremely similar. Darjeeling just has a bit sharper of a flavour, I think.

And yes, tea is love.

theycallmeAlice
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Teaaaa! Leah likey tea. Too much, really. Hey, Sami? Remember when I showed you all of my tea? Yeah, all of it is gone. Including the "desperate" tea.

At least tea is a healthy addiction, eh?

I drink a lot of Darjeeling and Lady Grey, as well as Earl Grey Creme. I'll only drink the creme if it's loose leaf, though. I enjoy Darjeeling with coconut or almond milk with a bit of fake honey, and my Lady Grey with chocolate or vanilla almond milk, heated slightly. It tastes blasphemous. Which is amazing. OH! I also drink a LOT of Lapsang Souchong. It's got a smokey taste. It's delicious.

OH! SAMI! I tried that coffee-tea mix and IT IS BLASPHEMOUS AND DELICIOUS AND GIVES LEAH KILLER BUZZ. I likey.

Graverobber
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I TOLD YOU IT WAS DELICIOUS. I'm very glad you likey, mah dear.

And wow. You actually drank the Bigelow? O.O You're a brave little toaster.

theycallmeAlice
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I HAD TO! I was desperately craving tea. *must get to a store*

I even drank the green tea with mango. -gags-

Graverobber
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Hey! Yay Synesthesites! I have Sound/Colour. =)

Lectin Gaezat
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Mine is sound -> color, taste -> color and smell -> color. ;D

My favorite music is based on how pretty the colors are. If that makes sense to you.

theycallmeAlice
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HEY! MORE Synesthesia!!! YAY! This makes Alice happy! I have sound->> color/taste.

Graverobber
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Makes perfect sense to me, dear. I do the same thing. Anything particularly yellow or orange and I can't stand it. I'm a huge fan of Nightwish, and their music is mostly a black backround on blues, purples, and reds with the occasional green and magentas. 7 Days To The Wolves is the only particularly yellow song that comes to mind, but it's not completely yellow. More magenta, neon green, and blood red on a black background with little glimmers of yellow. Kind of glittery, kind of shimmery. It's gorgeous.

What music are you into?

Peeled_Banana
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Wow, Graverobber...

Synesthesia is fascinating. I wish I could try it for a couple days. :3

Peeled_Banana
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Do you find it weird to imagine other people NOT having the colors, or is it easy?

Graverobber
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Not so much weird as just different. *shrugs* Even though I'm the different one. I dunno. It's just hard to imagine something different than what I know. Not seeing music and hearing it at the same time is such a foreign notion to me.

Stasi
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Mine is mainly color/taste, and sight/color.

DrivingMishCrazy
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I've got depression, lots of stress, and possibly anxiety. Struggling with cutting, trying so hard to stop and it's driving me crazy. My mom also seems to think I might be somewhere on the autism scale, not sure about that, I tend to wonder if I'm not bi-polar. But so far, I've only really been diagnosed with depression.

ArborlonElf
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PTSD, SAD (Social Anxiety Disorder), Panic Disorder, and Major Depression with psychotic features.

The SAD combined with the panic disorder makes me legally disabled. The major depression may actually be Bipolar II with rapid cycling, but my psych wants to check into that more before diagnosing me.

I'm currently only medicated for the major depression with psychotic features. (The psychotic features are visual/auditory hallucinations, but the meds help with that more than the depression.)

I've also been told I most likely have ADHD and DD-NOS, but I haven't been diagnosed with having either of them.

I'm also a recovering self-harmer (recovering badly, I might add), and I have attempted suicide three times, one of which landed me in a mental hospital for a week.

Nice to meet you guys. :)

theycallmeAlice
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Psychotic features are the absolute best, aren't they? -dry sarcasm-

Also a recovering self-harmer, with 3 trips to a mental hospital. Three months, 2 weeks, 3 days. They're *fun*. Only not. At all.

Graverobber
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Psychotic features here as well. Which is why I'm more inclined to believe I'm Bipolar I and not Bipolar II.

Haha. It's amazing how similar we all are. Recovering self-harmer (I have since either May or July... I can't quite recall. I tend to try to block out how long it's been, 'cause it tends to trigger me.), with two trips to a psych hospital, and six suicide attempts in the last four years. I've never spent more than the 72 hour requirement in a hospital. I'm an excellent liar. That's really the only reason.

ArborlonElf
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Yeah, psychotic features suck. I'm probably on course to end up with another trip to a mental hospital very soon - my psych wants to send me back there. :(

andifadoubledeckerbus
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hey guys.

depression, gender dysphoria, asperger's, ADD and possibly bipolar here.
i like this thread.. guess i'm not the only one here who's a bit messed up

ringqvist
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Hi. Depression and undiagnosed eating disorder. I've had more or less of these two for most of my adolescence.

I'm also suspecting social anxiety disorder...

Hugs for you all, or love if you don't want hugs.

jtnoodles
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Twins. Also I have some reasons to believe I might be bipolar but I haven't worked up the courage to ask my parents to go to get diagnosed so I can be treated. also my ED isn't very constant.

I need a buddy who'll remind me to take my pills cause uh.. I don't.

tealeaf82
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I have some diagnosed social anxiety disorder; my issues aren't as serious as some of the mental health problems I've seen listed here, but unpleasant none-the-less. I've had anxiety issues since I was a child, but I'm getting better now :)

I like that this is a friendly thread, and hope that it stays up for a while :D

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