The idea of this thread is to post, well, the most disturbing thing you've ever read. Who knows what sort of inspiration you could find amongst such things? Now I'm going to warn you straight away that this thread will contain very disturbing material.
I PM'd a mod before actually making this thread to make sure it would be alright. If you have something 'scary' or 'mysterious' I suggest posting it in this slightly tamer thread. But if you're writing a book on serial killers, or cults or the like, this thread will hopefully contain useful material.
I'm going to start of slow and (relatively) low-key
Tranquility Bay- where rebellious teenagers can be sent, for a price, to be more or less tortured.
I'm going to stop there for now, and see how people respond before posting more. What is the most disturbing thing you have read? And good luck sleeping tonight.
Moderator Note: While it's okay to link disturbing/graphic content with an appropriate warning, please don't post graphic excerpts here on the forum
The Japanese during WW2 make the Nazis look like a jolly bunch of kids pulling pranks. If you want insanity, read up on the Japanese tortures and "research" carried out during WW2.
My second, or third, (undecided), in the quintology series I am writing still horrifies me! In one certain chapter; Picture the bloody fresh impressions of childrens bodies in the plaster walls of an old dingy yellow kitchen where they were murdered by thier own father swining them like baseball bats as he foamed at the mouth and tore his way through the family, a sceen door, and then into the night while under the influence of a high prolonged dose of a chemical compound used in a widely distributed food presevative made where he has worked for several years and about to be made legal in the US!
Try out some Edward Lee (FLESH GOTHIC, THE MESSENGER), JF Gonzalez (SURVIVOR), Gord Rollo (THE JIGSAW MAN is a very good example), Jack Ketchum (OFF SEASON and THE GIRL NEXT DOOR), or maybe even some Wrath James White (LIKE PORNO FOR PSYCHOS, POPULATION ZERO, PURE HATE).
I'd agree a lot with Off Season. To me, it wasn't even really the violence in Off Season that bothered me as much as some of the character interactions and, most especially, the resolution.
Guts by Chuck Palahniuk. That's actually just a short chapter in a larger book, but it can stand alone as a short story. Even better? Based on a true story. Still, the story itself is fictional otherwise, but I've gotten varying opinions on how medically accurate it could be.
I suggest using the bathroom before reading that. Not because it'll make you wet or crap yourself, but you will NOT want to have anything to do with your bowels and lower intestines after that...
The worst part is that the actual full story sounds really awesome. I just can't bring myself to ever read it.
Maybe I'm desensitised, but Guts never had a very bad affect on me, knowing it's fiction. I'd dispute the 'Based on a True Story', but perhaps you have evidence otherwise?
Maybe it's because 120 Days of Sodom is a far more disturbing work of literature. It was made into a movie, and the director got assassinated.
There's at least one case of someone getting disemboweled by sitting on a pool drain:
http://www.local10.com/news/15665068/detail.html
John Edwards was representing the plaintiff when the family sued, I remember people talking about the case during the 2004 elections when he was up for VP.
Yeah, Guts didn't really get to me, either. Probably because I went into it with very high expectations, having read about multiple people fainting during the story at Chuck's book readings. I listened to a recorded reading of it, and then read it, but laughed more than anything. It's more gross than disturbing, to me.
However! Haunted is my favorite book of Chuck's, and there are other parts of it that did disturb me quite a bit - which is very, very hard to do. Specifically, when Comrade Snarky came downstairs to find the others having a little snack (cough), and the Hot Potting chapter.
Another book that disturbed me was Cannibal by Lois Jones. It's the true story of a cannibal and his willing victim. I found it disturbing to get into the head of someone like that - not just to read about what he did, but what he thought and felt. Plus, the scenes of the post-production, so to speak, were very graphically detailed, and I could definitely see that freaking people out.
Digital_Skitty wrote: Guts by Chuck Palahniuk. That's actually just a short chapter in a larger book, but it can stand alone as a short story. Even better? Based on a true story. Still, the story itself is fictional otherwise, but I've gotten varying opinions on how medically accurate it could be.
I suggest using the bathroom before reading that. Not because it'll make you wet or crap yourself, but you will NOT want to have anything to do with your bowels and lower intestines after that...
The worst part is that the actual full story sounds really awesome. I just can't bring myself to ever read it.
I actually read this little gem while in the waiting room at the doctors while pregnant. Yup. I didn't actually finish that book until almost a year later!!!! That was absolutely, horrifically, disgusting!
It's just an urban legend, but I read it a couple years ago when I was home alone at night, and it terrified me. I had to jump to into my bed for months after this (should I mention I was 13. Not 6 or 7. 13)
None of the other things in this thread scared me, but this?? I don't think I will sleep tonight. Or ever. Which brings to mind the post about the Russian sleep experiment. Uuuhhhhhh ... D:
Thanks for sharing, though, seriously. Very interesting tale. Might have to incorporate an aspect of it into one of my ruthlessly gruesome scenes.
http://www.amazon.com/Monster-Serial-Killers-Their-Chilling/dp/1616141638/ref=cm_rdp_product It was really only one section of this book, the chapter on the child-killer Westley Allan Dodd, that disturbed me as it was a reproduction of his "diary of death", going into excrutiating detail about the murderous acts he performed on children. There is another book that deals extensively with Dodd's confessions.
http://www.amazon.com/Sex-Crimes-History-Lust-Murder-Necrophilia-/dp/B00005XVKI/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1318918808&sr=8-1 This is an amazing book full of many facts relating to sex and murder that I'm certain many death metal lyricists have used for inspiration. It is surprisingly graphic and visceral for being written in 1965 I think.
The novel "Cows" by Matthew Stokoe is usually listed as a disturbing book, with many repulsive details. It's depressing too but a beautiful piece of art.
The two "Apocalypse Culture" books from the 90s should be mentioned too, as they feature many essays that are bound to offend, disturb, depress or possibly entertain someone, with topics ranging from modern-day lycanthropy, necrophilia, child abuse, extreme art, scatological methods of magic, and why there is no reason for people to exist.
Also, Paul Mannix's "History of Torture" goes into exact detail the means various peoples over the world have dehumanized and slowly, carefully destroyed their fellow person.
I have to admit "scatological methods of magic" has really piked my curiosity. Though I'd be more interested in "why there is no reason for people to exist". I could probably do without the necrophilia and child abuse.
I would also suggest reading "The Trial of Gilles de Rais", about the infamous French companion-in-arms to Joan of Arc who inexplicably turned to evil after her execution. Some claim he was innocent; maybe, but what he was accused of is sheer horror and outrage. Also, the case history of Peter Kurten, the 1930s Vampire of Dusseldorf is quite disturbing, as the man was quite intelligent, had an excellent memory, but was a brutal, true sadist.
Old works of witchcraft, such as the "Malleus Maleficarum" and the "Examen of Witches", are very disturbing when you realise that all of the "witches" described in these works were methodically tortured and executed for practically no reason at all.
The works of Pierre Guyotat are quite disturbing, direct and visceral, dealing with the horrors of war.
Oh. My. F*cking. God... how can a man bring himself to rape a 6 week old baby?? And how can a mother even consider to cover that up!?!? Give me 30 minutes in a room alone with him and her...
She claimed that the guy told her he scratched the kid when changing her diaper. He also pressured her into not taking the baby to the hospital. But i don't know if that's true, considering the fact that it's onlt claims, so I can't really say anything about it :/
I don't think Albert Fish was a rapist. He is most known for the letter he wrote to a young girl's mother after he ate her daughter, telling her how she was eaten by him and how he DID NOT rape her. if I recall, there is a line in the letter that said "She died a virgin, even though I could have easily had her" or something (Yes, I have read the letter).
Bonus: I told my girlfriend it had 30 pages or so. She assumed literally, so the last few pages were a complete surprise to her after she thought it was over.
Folks, may I please remind you that we DO have guidelines here for content; while we're pretty liberal with our content policy in non-all-ages forums, graphically violent/sexually explicit content is not allowed. It's okay to link it, with appropriate warnings, but please, please DO NOT post graphic content directly on this thread. It will be removed.
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J. A. konrath's whiskey sour.
he decsribed how the bad guy would shove pins and fish hooks into fun size candy bars, and melt more chocolate to cover the holes, as well as how he puts them back into the bag and seals it. He leaves a few normal ones so that you might grab those and think it is ok
I was horrified!!! to this day I still slowly squich my candy bar before I place it in my mouth.... try reading it and not cringe............
For fiction I'd have to say Clive Barker's Coldheart Canyon. The way the final redemption plays out is...uugh. In terms of non-fiction, as a Canadian I was pretty horrified by the Greyhound beheading three years ago. It was right out of a horror film. Still freaks me out to this day.
I... I kind of want to write a novel based on that idea now. Or for someone else to write one so I can read it. That stuff was messed up. That wasn't a true story, was it? (I've never heard of creepypasta before so I have no idea if it's all fiction or true stories or what.)
Creepypasta are short horror stories passed around the internet. The Russian Sleep Experiment is 100% false, but makes for a fun read. ;-) It never bothered me, personally, but every friend I've read it to has either fainted in the middle or had nightmares for weeks or months.
But try Googling some Creepypasta. There are some REALLY good ones out there. Not many are that gorey, but a lot of them (especially the shorter ones) mess with your mind. The one that still haunts me (more than a year after reading it) is "Under the Bed" or "I Know You're Awake".
"I Know You're Awake" still terrifies me now. There was also this one about a scarecrow told in the style of forum posts... I don't remember what it was called, though.
Omg...I just read it and the ending gets to me in a bad way. O___O
In the vein of creepypasta, the first bit I ever read was "Squidward's Suicide". The picture that usually accompanies it stuck with me. Don't know what it is about it.
As for real world things, THIS is sickening, in a different way. Incomprehensible that humans like this exist.
***Please heed: Hyper-linked article is graphic and may be triggering.
Thank you thank you thank you for clarifying that the Russian sleep experiment wasn't real!! I was about to say I will never go to bed late again - lol. Still might do that anyway. Ultimate creep-out, especially since my mom and I are health care practitioners, and she's always preaching the values of good sleep to me.
I haven't read that much that was really disturbing. To tell the truth I've written the worst thing I ever read. Let's just say the carnival for monsters were the second worst scene.
"Midnight Meat Train" by Clive Barker. It made me sick to my stomach, just from reading.
"Eaten: Scenes from a Screenplay" a poem in iambic pentameter by Neil Gaiman. Beautifully written, gross, and just thinking about it still disturbs me.
Ooh, I love Midnight Meat Train. I wrote a paper on it last year in my Aesthetics and Politics class. Clive Barker is my hero (or he will be if he ever finishes the Books of the Art).
Grr, I did a post with links and everything and its vanished. Can't be arsed to find the links again but basically the post revolved around Josef Mengele aka Angel of Death and his experiments in Nazi Concentration camps, with a mention of the Japanese and Chinese camps, specifically Unit 731. Google them.
Anything relating to the concentration camps and the human experimentation that happened there just makes me sick, sad and horrified.
The Most Disturbing Thing You've Ever Read
The idea of this thread is to post, well, the most disturbing thing you've ever read. Who knows what sort of inspiration you could find amongst such things? Now I'm going to warn you straight away that this thread will contain very disturbing material.
I PM'd a mod before actually making this thread to make sure it would be alright. If you have something 'scary' or 'mysterious' I suggest posting it in this slightly tamer thread. But if you're writing a book on serial killers, or cults or the like, this thread will hopefully contain useful material.
I'm going to start of slow and (relatively) low-key
Tranquility Bay- where rebellious teenagers can be sent, for a price, to be more or less tortured.
Mother Injects Baby with Human Feces for one of the most depraved way to kill someone
Island of Rape for the most horrific setting a book could have.
Baby Theft for a horrific crime novel?
I'm going to stop there for now, and see how people respond before posting more. What is the most disturbing thing you have read? And good luck sleeping tonight.
Moderator Note: While it's okay to link disturbing/graphic content with an appropriate warning, please don't post graphic excerpts here on the forum
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Fiction: maternal instinct by jf Gonzalez
Nonfiction: anything about the nazi occupation in WWII
Film: hostel or similar movies
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The Japanese during WW2 make the Nazis look like a jolly bunch of kids pulling pranks. If you want insanity, read up on the Japanese tortures and "research" carried out during WW2.
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Perfume by Patrick Suskind.
It is about a young man who murders women and scrapes the oils from their bodies to make a perfume. It gets pretty graphic.
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There's an awesome movie adaptation of that book.
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My second, or third, (undecided), in the quintology series I am writing still horrifies me!
In one certain chapter;
Picture the bloody fresh impressions of childrens bodies in the plaster walls of an old dingy yellow kitchen where they were murdered by thier own father swining them like baseball bats as he foamed at the mouth and tore his way through the family, a sceen door, and then into the night while under the influence of a high prolonged dose of a chemical compound used in a widely distributed food presevative made where he has worked for several years and about to be made legal in the US!
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For more horror, check out the wiki page of the organisation that runs (ran?) Tranquility Bay and the facilities still operating today:
Wwasp
I am now officially freaked out and terrified. I cannot believe this kind of thing actually happens!
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lol. I don't remember reading anything but I can tell you what I WROTE!!!! ha ha.
Though... I think the Mockingbird series is disturbing as a whole. That make my guts tighten up and some of the scenes are just ... creepy. O.o
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Try out some Edward Lee (FLESH GOTHIC, THE MESSENGER), JF Gonzalez (SURVIVOR), Gord Rollo (THE JIGSAW MAN is a very good example), Jack Ketchum (OFF SEASON and THE GIRL NEXT DOOR), or maybe even some Wrath James White (LIKE PORNO FOR PSYCHOS, POPULATION ZERO, PURE HATE).
I'd agree a lot with Off Season. To me, it wasn't even really the violence in Off Season that bothered me as much as some of the character interactions and, most especially, the resolution.
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Guts by Chuck Palahniuk. That's actually just a short chapter in a larger book, but it can stand alone as a short story. Even better? Based on a true story. Still, the story itself is fictional otherwise, but I've gotten varying opinions on how medically accurate it could be.
I suggest using the bathroom before reading that. Not because it'll make you wet or crap yourself, but you will NOT want to have anything to do with your bowels and lower intestines after that...
The worst part is that the actual full story sounds really awesome. I just can't bring myself to ever read it.
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Maybe I'm desensitised, but Guts never had a very bad affect on me, knowing it's fiction. I'd dispute the 'Based on a True Story', but perhaps you have evidence otherwise?
Maybe it's because 120 Days of Sodom is a far more disturbing work of literature. It was made into a movie, and the director got assassinated.
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There's at least one case of someone getting disemboweled by sitting on a pool drain:
http://www.local10.com/news/15665068/detail.html
John Edwards was representing the plaintiff when the family sued, I remember people talking about the case during the 2004 elections when he was up for VP.
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Yeah, Guts didn't really get to me, either. Probably because I went into it with very high expectations, having read about multiple people fainting during the story at Chuck's book readings. I listened to a recorded reading of it, and then read it, but laughed more than anything. It's more gross than disturbing, to me.
However! Haunted is my favorite book of Chuck's, and there are other parts of it that did disturb me quite a bit - which is very, very hard to do. Specifically, when Comrade Snarky came downstairs to find the others having a little snack (cough), and the Hot Potting chapter.
Another book that disturbed me was Cannibal by Lois Jones. It's the true story of a cannibal and his willing victim. I found it disturbing to get into the head of someone like that - not just to read about what he did, but what he thought and felt. Plus, the scenes of the post-production, so to speak, were very graphically detailed, and I could definitely see that freaking people out.
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I havent read that one. Is it about that case in Germany? Where the dying man shared a meal made of himself with his killer?
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I actually read this little gem while in the waiting room at the doctors while pregnant. Yup. I didn't actually finish that book until almost a year later!!!! That was absolutely, horrifically, disgusting!
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Ever? That's a tough call. However, here's something I read recently that was rather disturbing:
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2049647/BBC-documentary-exposes-50-year-scandal-baby-trafficking-Catholic-church-Spain.html
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On a similar note to that, Baby Farms
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Holy hell, that's in my plan! Except there are cannibals who eat the babies rather than sell them.
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It's just an urban legend, but I read it a couple years ago when I was home alone at night, and it terrified me. I had to jump to into my bed for months after this (should I mention I was 13. Not 6 or 7. 13)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Licked_Hand
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I read that when I was a lot younger and now I'm 24 and it still totally keeps me out!
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Honestly, it didn't creep me out much. I'm 13, and it's not that bad to me. Though the "Guts" one was very disturbing...
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None of the other things in this thread scared me, but this?? I don't think I will sleep tonight. Or ever. Which brings to mind the post about the Russian sleep experiment. Uuuhhhhhh ... D:
Thanks for sharing, though, seriously. Very interesting tale. Might have to incorporate an aspect of it into one of my ruthlessly gruesome scenes.
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http://www.amazon.com/Monster-Serial-Killers-Their-Chilling/dp/1616141638/ref=cm_rdp_product It was really only one section of this book, the chapter on the child-killer Westley Allan Dodd, that disturbed me as it was a reproduction of his "diary of death", going into excrutiating detail about the murderous acts he performed on children. There is another book that deals extensively with Dodd's confessions.
http://www.amazon.com/Sex-Crimes-History-Lust-Murder-Necrophilia-/dp/B00005XVKI/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1318918808&sr=8-1 This is an amazing book full of many facts relating to sex and murder that I'm certain many death metal lyricists have used for inspiration. It is surprisingly graphic and visceral for being written in 1965 I think.
The novel "Cows" by Matthew Stokoe is usually listed as a disturbing book, with many repulsive details. It's depressing too but a beautiful piece of art.
The two "Apocalypse Culture" books from the 90s should be mentioned too, as they feature many essays that are bound to offend, disturb, depress or possibly entertain someone, with topics ranging from modern-day lycanthropy, necrophilia, child abuse, extreme art, scatological methods of magic, and why there is no reason for people to exist.
Also, Paul Mannix's "History of Torture" goes into exact detail the means various peoples over the world have dehumanized and slowly, carefully destroyed their fellow person.
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I have to admit "scatological methods of magic" has really piked my curiosity. Though I'd be more interested in "why there is no reason for people to exist". I could probably do without the necrophilia and child abuse.
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WOW I totally forgot about Apocalypse Culture and History of Torture.
Also check out A Macabre Miscellany for short nifty little facts.
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Anything about the trenches of World War I, especially the battle of Passchendaele.
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Seeing that you people took that a lot better than I thought you would:
Albert Fish- Serial killer, cannibal and child rapist.
Actual quote:
[Removed by Moderator for graphic violence]
Hi-Fi Murders- Let's just say drain cleaner and a pen were used in ways that will get prisoners on death row to hate you.
I'm not sure how to write this down... Man. Rape. 6 week old victim.
I'll stop there for now, but I still have worse :/
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I would also suggest reading "The Trial of Gilles de Rais", about the infamous French companion-in-arms to Joan of Arc who inexplicably turned to evil after her execution. Some claim he was innocent; maybe, but what he was accused of is sheer horror and outrage. Also, the case history of Peter Kurten, the 1930s Vampire of Dusseldorf is quite disturbing, as the man was quite intelligent, had an excellent memory, but was a brutal, true sadist.
Old works of witchcraft, such as the "Malleus Maleficarum" and the "Examen of Witches", are very disturbing when you realise that all of the "witches" described in these works were methodically tortured and executed for practically no reason at all.
The works of Pierre Guyotat are quite disturbing, direct and visceral, dealing with the horrors of war.
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Oh. My. F*cking. God... how can a man bring himself to rape a 6 week old baby?? And how can a mother even consider to cover that up!?!? Give me 30 minutes in a room alone with him and her...
Sorry, I'm just to chocked to focus now...
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She claimed that the guy told her he scratched the kid when changing her diaper. He also pressured her into not taking the baby to the hospital. But i don't know if that's true, considering the fact that it's onlt claims, so I can't really say anything about it :/
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Awe I love Albert Fish quotes. No fair Mods.
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I don't think Albert Fish was a rapist. He is most known for the letter he wrote to a young girl's mother after he ate her daughter, telling her how she was eaten by him and how he DID NOT rape her. if I recall, there is a line in the letter that said "She died a virgin, even though I could have easily had her" or something (Yes, I have read the letter).
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The comic The Enigma of Amigara Fault. Claustrophobia, body horror, fear of the dark... worth a read, and very short.
http://brasscockroach.com/h4ll0w33n2007/manga/Amigara-Full/Amigara.html
Bonus: I told my girlfriend it had 30 pages or so. She assumed literally, so the last few pages were a complete surprise to her after she thought it was over.
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I'm seconding this as many times as I can; that comic was terrifying. :'C
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That was kinda cheesy, honestly. Not too disturbing or creepy. Then again, I'm only on page 12. Might get creepier later on.
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The last page is what gets most people.
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Eek! Sorry, my bad!
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Hey Mod, any chance of us getting an 'edit' button on the forums?
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Please be patient with regards to the edit hutton, the team is working overtime, and it is on the list. Thank you :)
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Was asking nicely. :) Also, while I've got your oh-so-sexy attention, is there any way to track which threads we've posted in?
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At the top right of each thread is a RSS icon which you can use to subscribe to the thread. As far as I'm aware there isn't a central area where you can see a list of which threads you've posted in so this is probably the best way to follow replies. :-)
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I know!!! I was trying to not make it sound like I was happily informing you. Hope I did okay. Writing tone can go either way, don't you think? :)
Um. WHERE did you get your icon. It is fascinating! :)
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Oh no, you were fine. Thanks for the help! As for the icon, it's a stylized Metroid. I have no earthly clue where I found it though. Feel free to steal it!
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J. A. konrath's whiskey sour.
he decsribed how the bad guy would shove pins and fish hooks into fun size candy bars, and melt more chocolate to cover the holes, as well as how he puts them back into the bag and seals it. He leaves a few normal ones so that you might grab those and think it is ok
I was horrified!!! to this day I still slowly squich my candy bar before I place it in my mouth.... try reading it and not cringe............
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For fiction I'd have to say Clive Barker's Coldheart Canyon. The way the final redemption plays out is...uugh.
In terms of non-fiction, as a Canadian I was pretty horrified by the Greyhound beheading three years ago. It was right out of a horror film. Still freaks me out to this day.
*Warning: Graphic Content*
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I think the Russian Sleep Experiment creepypasta is up there on my list.
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And just as a warning, even though this is obviously a post full of disturbing things -- this story is extremely graphic.
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Okay, lets put that at the top of the list. I couldn't finish it and I've read some messed up stuff.
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Not sure why my post disappeared. Yes, that was definitely creepy, and intense!
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I... I kind of want to write a novel based on that idea now. Or for someone else to write one so I can read it. That stuff was messed up. That wasn't a true story, was it? (I've never heard of creepypasta before so I have no idea if it's all fiction or true stories or what.)
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Creepypasta are short horror stories passed around the internet. The Russian Sleep Experiment is 100% false, but makes for a fun read. ;-) It never bothered me, personally, but every friend I've read it to has either fainted in the middle or had nightmares for weeks or months.
But try Googling some Creepypasta. There are some REALLY good ones out there. Not many are that gorey, but a lot of them (especially the shorter ones) mess with your mind. The one that still haunts me (more than a year after reading it) is "Under the Bed" or "I Know You're Awake".
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"I Know You're Awake" still terrifies me now. There was also this one about a scarecrow told in the style of forum posts... I don't remember what it was called, though.
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Omg...I just read it and the ending gets to me in a bad way. O___O
In the vein of creepypasta, the first bit I ever read was "Squidward's Suicide". The picture that usually accompanies it stuck with me. Don't know what it is about it.
As for real world things, THIS is sickening, in a different way. Incomprehensible that humans like this exist.
***Please heed: Hyper-linked article is graphic and may be triggering.
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Candle Cove!
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Love the Candle Cove legend :D
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Wow I love it!
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Eeee. That's going to creep me out later.
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Thank you thank you thank you for clarifying that the Russian sleep experiment wasn't real!! I was about to say I will never go to bed late again - lol. Still might do that anyway. Ultimate creep-out, especially since my mom and I are health care practitioners, and she's always preaching the values of good sleep to me.
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This one terrifies me, and fiction doesn't normally. ... I'd actually love to read a full novel based on the concept.
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Oh damn, I'd almost forgotten about this one.
Aaaaand to this day I have to read it in chunks.
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I haven't read that much that was really disturbing. To tell the truth I've written the worst thing I ever read. Let's just say the carnival for monsters were the second worst scene.
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"Midnight Meat Train" by Clive Barker. It made me sick to my stomach, just from reading.
"Eaten: Scenes from a Screenplay" a poem in iambic pentameter by Neil Gaiman. Beautifully written, gross, and just thinking about it still disturbs me.
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Ooh, I love Midnight Meat Train. I wrote a paper on it last year in my Aesthetics and Politics class. Clive Barker is my hero (or he will be if he ever finishes the Books of the Art).
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I really wish we could see more pure horror from him. I loved the Books of blood, Cabal, and the Hellbound Heart.
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Grr, I did a post with links and everything and its vanished. Can't be arsed to find the links again but basically the post revolved around Josef Mengele aka Angel of Death and his experiments in Nazi Concentration camps, with a mention of the Japanese and Chinese camps, specifically Unit 731. Google them.
Anything relating to the concentration camps and the human experimentation that happened there just makes me sick, sad and horrified.