Come With Me, Untitled 26
an excerpt

I mean, I’m 23 for Christ’s sake, I really have to grow up. I used to hate it when Katie or someone else would tell me that I had to start being a big girl, that I had to grow up, start seeing the world for what it really is. I used to get so angry and such cause I thought I was.

But damn, these last few months being out of College and working every day and such and trying to be good with moey and such, no, THIS is teaching me to see the world for what it is. To see how expensive stuff is, to see that I can’t go out with my friends every night and have a good time cause I have a responsibility to be in work the next day and if I just bnlow that responsibility off, I’m gonna get fired.

And then I’d have to find another job and probably explain to them why I was fired etc and then ya know, that runs the risk of not getting hired etc. So, no…I do have to grow up. I have to start being a bit more mature about things and ya know, keeping my priorities straight and just, getting out of the kid’s mindframe. I mean, I don’t think I’m as bad as I was a few months ago.

I really think I’vce tried to grow up a bit these last few months. I’ve tried to be more aware of my emotions, myself in general, how I treat other people and how I let other people effect me etc. I’ve really taken a deep look into some of my relationships and have decided which ones I should keep and which ones are just hurting me.