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I’m living in a world of madness, of insanity, of pure vivid emotion twisting and twirling all around me. This green earth is so incredibly complex the thought of understanding any part of it completely is a joke. How can one’s mind hold enough knowledge to understand that? Some people attempt that undying desire, I suppose in a way of human nature, to find the sciences of it, what atoms make up what we are, what is the biggest number, the smallest number, and why? Personally, I find that a mistake. Why do we need to know? How does knowing better our lives? I have hereby declared that I will dedicate this year to living without worrying about these trivial matters. I officially declare that I will live honestly and truly to experience life.