that first time you sit at the chair...

That first moment of "this is it". What did you think when you finally sat down and looked at your computer, typewriter,paper? Was it fear? Was it a odd slightly plesureable feeling of finally november has come? were you sweating even though it was a cool afternoon? Did you have goose bumps across your arms? What truely whent through your mind just before you wrote that first word?

I for one felt very refreshed for i had taking some well not self perscribed but mother perscribed sleeping pills last night and slept like a log. Oh i still see the darkness under my eyes but it was slightly lessened at least a tiny bit. I took the week off work due to well other reasons but i thought it best to keep my mind ocupied so i sat at my desk. rolled my keyboard towards me (on one of those under desk roller things for keyboards...???) and places my left hand upon it as my right clicked the webpage for my website click up a new blog... and then placing my hand back to the right side of the keyboard i faces the monitor looking at that small blinking line. That horible evil line that aways comes back even if you prase it when it disapears.... blinking on and off over and over... ahem sorry

anyways i started to write and after about 600 words my computer crashed.

clawing at the screen yelling cheap insults i screamed "NOOOO" but it was all for naught. turning my computer on once more.. needing to type no i dont want safe mode on then finally i was back once more staring at the webpage...

1762 or some odd words later i feel good about myself.

I may or may not write more today but so far im happy with my effort. I truely didn't know how hard or easy 1667 words was but im done it. and it feels good to have done it.
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I plan to write big. 50 point font big!