Demiurge
an excerpt

There is a room, it is said, where those coming from the Source meet those going to the Source. There's the question of who said it first, since anyone going to the Source comes out a maker with no memory of past lives, and the makers coming from the Source after their deaths are again cleansed of their personalities and memories. Even so, I like to think that it exists. And when I go, when the people there ask me how I lived, I will say, "As long as I could."